I got so exhausted today walking back from the grocery store with two bags of groceries in my hands that weren't even heavy at all. I had to sit down because I felt like I was going to collapse. My heart was beating so fast and I couldn't breath. Probably should start working out, I'm so out of shape. Or maybe it's my body telling me to knock it off and relax. Things aren't going to be easier here coming up, so I really should take it easy.

I got to wear a dress today and that made me insanely happy. I want more days like this, but a lot warmer:) sooooon! Now if only I lived by the ocean, would be perfect. I'd like to head west sometime. I've never been and it's been attracting me a lot more lately. Dreams! I have many and most of them probably won't happen and I'm okay with that. It's fun to daydream about though!

Doctor appointment next Thursday. Nervous. Still not quite ready to talk about future things that will happen but I gotta talk about it sometime. Sigh.

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