just thoughts

I'm soooooo broke. I had about 400 dollars in my bank account last week, now I have 40. I wish I didn't have bills, but everyone wishes that. I wish I could come into about 5 grand so I can pay off all my debt. Student loan, at&t, time Warner, nyseg, and probably some random medical bills. I should have been smart with money back then but we all learn a lesson this way I guess.

I had the chance to go to a zumba class last night but decided not to go because I got nervous. I have anxiety when it comes to doing things in front of people, it sucks. There's classes every Tuesday and Thursday so I might go tomorrow, we'll see.

I'm bored. It's nice out but I can't go anywhere. I'm nice and let my sister borrow my car to go do laundry. I went for a walk. At least I got out of the apartment for a little bit. I'm sure I'll have plenty of free days coming up if everything is going to work out. As much as I don't like the idea of not working, I get really tired easily and if things keep happening with my liver I'm not going to feel like working at all. I guess I will see. Hmph.