the day has come. Tomorrow I will go to the doctors to talk about this procedure that they might want to attempt. What's going to happen is, they're going to present me with this risky surgery and I'm going to say no thank you! I want to keep this liver as long as I can. Dad's going to be here around seven and it's already 1am. I'm screwed for sleep but I'm used to it honestly. It's going to be a family outing tomorrow. My mom is coming as well. Should be a good time. I'm not all that worried about what the doctors have to say tomorrow, I'm ready for anything. I've been fighting since day one, I can't give up now. I am strong and I am positive. We're also going to bring up the idea to the doctors of me maybe going back on social security because it might be better for me not to work seeing that I have a comprised immune system and my liver is failing more and more by the day. It's an option so we'll see. I think I deserve it, I mean I'm legitimately sick. No faking. Strong and positive.
Strong.
Positive.
Today was so amazing. Woke up, walked Shawna's beautiful babies, took a drive to Target and walked around, went to Sally Beauty and bought red hair dye (I can't make up my mind! Ha) then went to the mall, bought a couple things at h&m then met Shawna at her work. The weather was beautiful, so perfect. From there we got the pups and met up with her friends and their dogs and went to Clark's Reservation and hiked. Took some pictures looking over the cliff, had an awkward run in with a couple of men who looked like they "met up" to you know... one guy was in a suit? Hmmm. Strange, but whatever. Anyway, we all left the park, got food and tons of puppy kisses. Such a beautiful day! I cannot wait to have my own dog so I can do things like that more often. Looking forward to everything.
I just want to say I haven't washed my hair in over a week. I'm a nasty bitch but I love it ha. And I really don't care. The rest of me is clean though. It's just hair, who said we have to wash it everyday? I definitely don't. Clothes too, I wear the same jeans for weeks before washing them. Who cares.
I want to be by the ocean. Wind blowing in my hair, music playing in the background. I'd love that right now.
Great mood. I'm just generally all around happy.
STRONG. POSITIVE.
Haha, I never wash my hair every day. More like every other, other day. Sometimes even less than that. It looks better when it's dirty, haha. And I only brush it once a day.
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