Tonight was a complete failure and I feel like an idiot. Why am I such a difficult person? Why the hell is it so hard for me to communicate my feelings to anyone face to face? I choke when someone asks me what I'm thinking. It's ridiculous! Shit. I'm so sick of myself. I can't communicate and that's my biggest problem. I'm screwed up and I'll never be able to make anyone happy because of it. I'm a complete let down, to myself and every one around me. A complete failure. I feel terrible, worthless, embarrassed.
I wanted to stay.
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