I've been in the same clothes since last night, black leggings and a white spaghetti strap top, hair a complete mess, no make up on and I've been watching The Hills all day on MTV. Such a lazy piece of shit I am. I took nighttime cold medicine at like four this morning because I wanted to stop coughing and I wanted to stop my brain from thinking. So I think that might be why I'm feeling so groggy today. I'm still pretty miserable though. Everyone is telling me to move on, even you. It's so hard. It would be so much easier if you weren't all these things that I miss. Ugh. My rat Kira had babies though so that made me a little happy.