looking up?

Things are slowly looking up for me. I'm trying to move on. Keep my thoughts happy. I've got to force myself out of bed some days but I need to do it. I'm not over "us" or whatever "we" were but it would be better for us both if we just forget. It will be extremely hard for me but you're already moving on and I can't handle iteven though I was the one to end it in the first place, makes sense right? So I have to make things easier for me now. I think I can do it. The past few days have been pretty amazing. I spent the weekend in Baldwinsville with Shawna, we went to the park with our books the dogs and a blanket and read for a couple of hours. Woodchuck draft cider, True Blood, loaded potato casserole, cheesy mexican cornbread, and funfetti cake. So great. Monday I hiked Chimney Bluffs with Kelley and my cousin Allison, found a geocach box and I put a peta sticker in it that I had in my camera bag from when I went to warped tour in Ohio when I was dating Tim. The girls and I then walked to Brooks' to get food and ice cream when we got back to the apt, probably 4 miles. Today Dave came over and we went to the Bluffs, walked down a little ways on one of the bluffs, came back to get food then played Wii for a while, watched TV and ate dinner then he left. It's nice to be able to be friends with him after we broke up. We get along great still and it's good to have friends like him. Tomorrow I might go back to the bluffs myself, hike down one of them because it's just so relaxing there but we'll see how I feel because I caught some kind of cold so I might not feel up to it.

I have a ton of crap going on next month so I'm pretty excited about all of it. My friend Travis is coming up from Georgia to stay for a week, I haven't seen him in over two years! Miss that boy! He's like my brother that I don't have. My new friend Nick that I met one night out with Shawna that lives in NYC might be coming up and we plan on hanging out, looking forward to that. Shawna, Sadie, Addie, and myself are going to Philly for a few days and we're seeing The Spill Canvas! Cannot wait! And last but not least I hope to go to NYC for a few days at the end of the month if I have money that is. So many thingq to look forward to. I can't wait!:)