today is one of those days

I need a new car so bad. I need money. I need a life. I kind of wish I could go back to work so at least I'd have money coming in. It's so hard to do anything right now. I owe people money and I can't pay them back. I can't buy food! I can't pay my bills, I can't buy my animals food. I'm broke, beyond broke. My Dad is nice enough to lend me some money every now and then but I can't keep doing that. I need for my disability check to come. Meh. I need to get approved for social security but I have a gut feeling I'll get denied. I feel like this whole process is a waste because this country sucks. I need something great to happen.