I was doing fine

"I miss listening to the American Football radio with you"

That brought everything back. Not fair. I miss you, a lot, some days more than others. I'm trying really hard not to think about it and what happened but it's awfully hard for me to do. I want to be able to talk to you and hang out with you without there being feelings towards you. Right now it's definitely not coming easy to me, I don't know about you. I think about you everyday and wonder what you're doing, how you're feeling and everything. I get very tempted to contact you but I haven't except for a few days ago. I'm trying hard to move on like you want me to, but there will always be those thoughts of you and I in the back of my mind. I really miss you.