I really wish...

I knew what I was supposed to do

I knew what I wanted

I was happy

I could run away

I wasn't sick anymore, or ever

I had my shit in order


Everything is so confusing lately. One minute I know exactly what I want, another minute I don't know anything at all. I just want to be happy with decisions I make and be confident in myself and everything around me. I am not confident at all, in anything or anyone and it's really, really sad.